things for granted?

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
soon, or never, they will realise they have been taking things for granted

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
i refuse to believe only birds of the same type can flock together more easily, but if choices and decisions are made like this, eventually one day they will "kena struck and realise how different league we all are compared to each other, in terms of many many things

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
BUT im positive

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
hehehe

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i often wonder if im a poor organiser, or i lack charisma,
or issit just the company i have , is simply boring.
till now i still have no idea. i truely have no idea.
sometimes it may be vexing, sometimes i have grown too used to it

lol, talking about being spontaneous, im usually/almost always there,
yet it always appears like im being taken for granted. am i being being too paranoid?
or am i really a loser who fail to influence frens? it gets me sad sumtimes.

your own grp of "clique" u can call them, yet everything u wanna jio .....
seems like unappreciated. nevermind the same ol' activities.
its not easy to consistently meet and chit chat, yet sumtimes..

MAYBE NOW IT SOUNDS LIKE IM EMO-ING
but actually face im laughing to myself as i type these
am i "siao ah"?? Nope. im not. its just that i have learnt
learnt to take things in a better light, tgt wif tolerance

i read in a book, "eventually, the ppl with the same type of thinking,
will wind up in the same talk groups, with the same interests"
i find myself more interested in life's other topics
like more of world knowledge, money matters, things more related to finance
my world, my interests now, yet i cant seem to have much of these topics spoken
not wif my best frens. their topic is still, wow, l4d, games and games

no doubt they are still my best few frens, the "anything in me",
ensures that i will put in my best to be involved. and im cool wif that
yet the real hot interests topics for me, i know i dun talk about them during weekends

is this one negativeness cmoing out from me?
nah not in a hells chance, just wanna type out what my thots are
the ability to positively address your issues - something i wish to learn
i hope im there, or nearly there, its all in the mind~~~~~~