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3 months, finally a timeline.. *anticipates..  :)

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seems like all's well for now...

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Will the good nights come earlier and earlier?

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i wish to put my faith.. and believe :)

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Somehow, just somehow, i have this fear within...
that it will eventually happen.

Cry No More

I may now know a little more, what is feel..
the lyrics alone is best expressed by the moves
(choreo is by my dance instructor Yi-Fan, and a veteran Claudia)

"i don't want to have to cry..., no more, no more.."

Say Goodbye

Chanced upon this song Mille Feuille by Maybe
one of the main theme song for an iPhone Game
Inotia 3: Children of Carnia (RPG game)
though i havent started the game, i liked this song very much
unfortunately i was unable to find this song to download, no source at all!! =(=(
but anyway i like this song quite alot, decided not to shuffle my music playlist
and decided put this at top of my list temporarily.

in what are faint makeouts of the English words sung by the Korean Singer
lyrics as per below

Lyrics
i see you my lover
i thinking of let go
can't be you're way all my life into me
you never will stay with me
i want a life for you
be still my love, don't be afraid i swear for you

and i don't need to hold on
don't let me stop you
but i could be alone, i say no, better don't, nvr go

i won't say goodbye , you don't hold me tight
but i love you , i was to you
as this won't go away
my love in your eyes,
you take me in your smile
but i'll still be alright never say goodbye

take me back get over you
i wanna leave your chemistry
to say goodbye, what to do
i will still believe in you
forever, maybe I, nvr go in my heart
then it doesn't matter, stay with me

every day and every nite, i'm thinking about you hooooo
hooo,hooo,,hoooooo
but i love you , i was to you
i just wun go away
my love in your eyes,
you take me in your smile
but i still be alright nvr say goodbye

la la la la la.. la la la la la
la la la la
la ... etc etc

Single and available means

for long period i think hard, what else can i do??
sometimes i blame myself for not putting in even more effort
sometimes i wonder why i'm called "retarded!", maybe i am not sharp enought to catch any hints?
sometimes i doubt myself "what am i lacking to make it a success chase"
but i am still sensible enough to know some things cannot be controlled
know and feel is 2 different things.

i realise i didn't sing 晴天 that day in the ktv.. though i originally planned to test out the song
maybe i'm giving myself a chance to look at the other trees once more.
speaking of trees, i think tonights gonna be a long sleepless night..