Cry No More

I may now know a little more, what is feel..
the lyrics alone is best expressed by the moves
(choreo is by my dance instructor Yi-Fan, and a veteran Claudia)

"i don't want to have to cry..., no more, no more.."

Say Goodbye

Chanced upon this song Mille Feuille by Maybe
one of the main theme song for an iPhone Game
Inotia 3: Children of Carnia (RPG game)
though i havent started the game, i liked this song very much
unfortunately i was unable to find this song to download, no source at all!! =(=(
but anyway i like this song quite alot, decided not to shuffle my music playlist
and decided put this at top of my list temporarily.

in what are faint makeouts of the English words sung by the Korean Singer
lyrics as per below

Lyrics
i see you my lover
i thinking of let go
can't be you're way all my life into me
you never will stay with me
i want a life for you
be still my love, don't be afraid i swear for you

and i don't need to hold on
don't let me stop you
but i could be alone, i say no, better don't, nvr go

i won't say goodbye , you don't hold me tight
but i love you , i was to you
as this won't go away
my love in your eyes,
you take me in your smile
but i'll still be alright never say goodbye

take me back get over you
i wanna leave your chemistry
to say goodbye, what to do
i will still believe in you
forever, maybe I, nvr go in my heart
then it doesn't matter, stay with me

every day and every nite, i'm thinking about you hooooo
hooo,hooo,,hoooooo
but i love you , i was to you
i just wun go away
my love in your eyes,
you take me in your smile
but i still be alright nvr say goodbye

la la la la la.. la la la la la
la la la la
la ... etc etc

Single and available means

for long period i think hard, what else can i do??
sometimes i blame myself for not putting in even more effort
sometimes i wonder why i'm called "retarded!", maybe i am not sharp enought to catch any hints?
sometimes i doubt myself "what am i lacking to make it a success chase"
but i am still sensible enough to know some things cannot be controlled
know and feel is 2 different things.

i realise i didn't sing 晴天 that day in the ktv.. though i originally planned to test out the song
maybe i'm giving myself a chance to look at the other trees once more.
speaking of trees, i think tonights gonna be a long sleepless night..

刮风这天

one wise person have said before that problems are meant to be solved
okay im that wise person. hmm but anyway it means i have plenty to solve. =/
eCr over, think i misplan liao... affecting my grad path potentially
the 4 subjects i wanna take are all available only in sem 2. jialats
means if i fail 2 subjects i may not be able to accomodate one more subject
assuming fail 2, one can selfstudy and one must re"lecture"
its also going to effing chor, SGD4700 for 4 subjects to pay in Sept
reserves running low liao -_-

This song's been on my mind recently
i've been humming to the tune:
Jay Zhou Jie Lun - Qing Tian

刮风这天, 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久, 我才能在你身边

等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

从前从前, 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易, 又能再多爱一天

但故事的最后
你好像还是说了
拜拜

answer no 2

answer no 2 was a no....
how should i feel i really do not know now.

1 year to get myself ready.
i keep saying after graduation the 'real life will start for me
be it work, relationship, or anything
sometimes i wonder if it is true..
or am i just falling prey to the mundane working life as of now?
maybe already immune.

but then again, prioritization is important.
studies first for the remaining year(s)
the rest, cannot afford too much focus anyway.

work tmr as usual, yet i cant sleep
stuck with this bloody sorethroat.
roarrrrrrrr!