Inner Core

nevermind the flaws, and shortcomings
this is indeed why human are complex, and contradictory & different
each has their own differnt thinking.
i cannot imagine a world with all Sebestians,
neither can i imagine a world with all rugays
(if only got only rugays i would rather not be born LOL)

jokes aside, these exact difference is what makes one unique
as a true fren i only hope each and every one of my fren also improves
for example, out of a scale of 1-10 (10 being the best)
if i have tolerance lvl of 8/10, and some of them have 4
some have 6, some have 3
then i wish respectively each can up one level.
it is , of cause not down to me...

"you cant render help on a fren unless he/she helps him/herself"

i quoted one line to a buddy, it goes something like:
"a lousy man blames everyone but himself,
"a decent man blames and forgets
"a good man identifies the problem & work together to solve it
"the best man takes responsibility for what happens

what man are you?


he told me it sounded like some extract from self help books
LOL. its my own thinking liao. mentality is the hardest to mold
i hope i have leveled yet another. hmm the 4th tier is probably the hardest

an exmaple is like being a father... ur kids get poor results & blames u for lack of care,
he can blame his poor results on you not giving him enought attention
u like it or not, it will be your responsibility to take care and resolve the issue.
and not run away from the problem and blame the kid for being selfish, or playful,
or childish(hes a kid after all), or have a poor attitude.

at work, you hate/dread going to work, dont want to see fkup boss attitude,
but u like it or not, you have to turn up and do your fair share,
for your family, for the income, for yourself, for your employee allowance.
no such thing as "no i dun like my boss, i give my boss the sack sua"
not when you are not in the capacity to do it. until you are, you are not.

Responsibility, i used to dread it. but realise more and more its importance.

update: will share 1 page of extract from a book i am currently reading.
will upload the screenshot at nite.

Taken for granted??

the greatest flaw about humans is that they take things for granted.
My clique? no stranger to it either. hmm about 4 guys and a girl
lets discount the girl out, females always have upper priority for me
ladies first, ladies can have the say, is my mantra

i mean, hello wake up? guys? wake up? you all are grownups
some thinkings needs to be changed!
for example, if a girl is having any dispassion, moody, silent, noisy, crazy 0_0
whichever mood loh....... u guys gonna get upset with it? thats ungentlemenly

for me it is straightforward, girls must pay extra attention
maybe for you all its harder, cuz no younger/older sisters to understand
im fortunate to have sisters and i've learnt some stuffs frm them!

come'on... u dun pay attention to/give in to girls only when
1) they are your family
2) your wife/girlfriend
3) some very very very close buddies

u can't be thinking your (quite low) tolerance/sensitivity towards girls,
can actually last you and make u a better person right?
wake up and pay attention to ppl around you

"do to people what you want them to do upon you"

treat ppl in a more selfrespecting way,
be more sensitive towards potential feelings and
pride and your own interests counts for nothing.
so what if you in future will like someone and dote a lot on her?
u are at heart still selfish and selfcentered, until u address it
and when things go awry, thats when ur 'ugliness' is shown

i'm no saint myself as i say this.
But i do know the importance of changing the "core" of self
and shown as my msn nick, the word "changed" is Not for nothing
i know for myself internally i am changing for the better
what about you guuys? or like the movie "Wanted" said:
"what the fuck have you done today"
it is a wakeup call to ppl who keep procrastinating, for the wrong reasons

personally for me, up in schedule are a series of change,
some internal, some external activities.
while im starting to learnt to explore other fun filled activities,
as well as furthur nurturing my patience and essential core values,
as well as technical values/skills,

i will continue to jio you all to the so manyvibrant things potentially waiting for anyone
its all down to the very fact: everybody in the clique is a best fren to me
if i want to improve i want everyone to improve together
if i want to beach volley i jio u guys together
if i want to game and have fun i join you all together
if i want to improve as a person, lets all improve together
should this be the way??? positively influencing each other and taking steps forward?

to all my clique frens: if you ever notice this blog at all..
We all as true frens, learn from one another
we give feedbacks to each other and improve on them
lets all start to , hmm, wake up, and improve as man
you will want to be more of a caring person material,
rather than a selfish insensitive person.

and if any of you ever come accross this,
these are the exact feelings i want to relate to everyone.
you want to keep making strides forward
and more importantly together.
peace and harmorny is indeed precious
don't take it for granted.

things for granted?

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
soon, or never, they will realise they have been taking things for granted

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
i refuse to believe only birds of the same type can flock together more easily, but if choices and decisions are made like this, eventually one day they will "kena struck and realise how different league we all are compared to each other, in terms of many many things

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
BUT im positive

- bRaVo-Y2K - Infinity™ Converting thots into reality says:
hehehe

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i often wonder if im a poor organiser, or i lack charisma,
or issit just the company i have , is simply boring.
till now i still have no idea. i truely have no idea.
sometimes it may be vexing, sometimes i have grown too used to it

lol, talking about being spontaneous, im usually/almost always there,
yet it always appears like im being taken for granted. am i being being too paranoid?
or am i really a loser who fail to influence frens? it gets me sad sumtimes.

your own grp of "clique" u can call them, yet everything u wanna jio .....
seems like unappreciated. nevermind the same ol' activities.
its not easy to consistently meet and chit chat, yet sumtimes..

MAYBE NOW IT SOUNDS LIKE IM EMO-ING
but actually face im laughing to myself as i type these
am i "siao ah"?? Nope. im not. its just that i have learnt
learnt to take things in a better light, tgt wif tolerance

i read in a book, "eventually, the ppl with the same type of thinking,
will wind up in the same talk groups, with the same interests"
i find myself more interested in life's other topics
like more of world knowledge, money matters, things more related to finance
my world, my interests now, yet i cant seem to have much of these topics spoken
not wif my best frens. their topic is still, wow, l4d, games and games

no doubt they are still my best few frens, the "anything in me",
ensures that i will put in my best to be involved. and im cool wif that
yet the real hot interests topics for me, i know i dun talk about them during weekends

is this one negativeness cmoing out from me?
nah not in a hells chance, just wanna type out what my thots are
the ability to positively address your issues - something i wish to learn
i hope im there, or nearly there, its all in the mind~~~~~~

Customizing Ringtones

Weeeee~

Cut out some nice parts of nice songs to make nice ringtones
^^v The Way I Are, I Still Believe, Superwoman, Shan Hu Hai, etc etc
Shall upload them to my phone once im done with 10 such tones.

love samsung for this simple "song edit function" can take out chorus~
one bad thing though is i cannot remix songs together, tried but cannot
but anyway, choosing and customizing my own ringtone will suffice =D