New Year is coming !

omg, within days year 2008 will be comin to an end!
what a remarkable year. it has been a turnaround for me
this very year i ORD from NS, and started work in June
it marked sumthing which is damn obvious, adulthood

yeah though i may still act like a kid at times, but
ppl do change. it took me 3 mths to sort out,
to sort out what someone couldnt do for almost 10 years
yes: the power of finance. or simply said, money
although as of now im not super adept, i can feel it
im so getting near to the controlled finances and closer to my dream
nobody knows what issit anyway... hahaha

time to read up on finance/econs since will be studying
in half a yr's time that is. and for now i live the life of a cleaner
in Cashflow context that is... not that many ppl will understand haha
i will live fullest my life at the btm lvl for once i shoot up in "grade",
there will be no turning back. cuz i have Strength, and control

i told myself and some others: i'll either be broke by Christmas or alive
i am alive, and i can breathe a sigh of relief.
the first pot of harvest is always the hardest, and i tasted it
first hand experiencce the thrill and excitement of "investment"
nope im not addicted. as mentioned the first startup is always hardest.
i hope to find exponential solution after more research =x
now im still alive and going slow and steady...
the verdict will be out by end May. hope i have positive results
if profit can be 20-30% also good enuf le..

maybe for now this is the way i look at things.
i have an avenger mindset. but is well-controlled enough
i am half fucked lower class office pay. sad but true
i will place a huge gamble so called high risk...
inputs where ppl see, they "wah so much"...

i am different. i know im a cautious person
but yet ive learnt ... i will risk to get out of "low" zone,
i have nothing to start from maybe, but if i get sumthing...
if i get sumthing... it will be big returns. watch me grow
& from there it will be much easier. risk management they call it


as for other matters: hope i will continue the way i are
LOL that song, wahahaha
baby if u strip u can get a tip cuz i like u just the way u are
no link -.- what talking me ...

and i look forward to MORE changes in 2009.
perhaps these could be my wishlist for the new year:

1) reach pot of 5k-10k asap. b4 i hav to surrender some to study fees -_-
2) make more frens and be a better fren
3) find someone(my sisters all pressuring me ><,
elder sis say must make her new table worth it.. wth)
nah dun care about point 3, will come at some point i am confident.

4) tackle the very issues that haunt me -> im strong enough
5) continue "my way of the ninja" LOLOL watched too much naruto


and yes jess your new song at ur blog is nice. send me when free
time to turn in, tml soccer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
live life to the fullest =)