post x'mas weekend

Sat 27/12 went to play strt soccer wif my AHSNCC guys ~
long time no see all, was damn fun can.. even Alan Tan appeared =x
this time round, i finally played well according to My standards
unlike in the past, i only imagine but not execute...
this time, with confidence i played so mucch better
its also thanks to playing with army NSOTS buddies thats why
in fact everything about me is with more confidence nowadays ^^

anyways, the finale of the soccer session was hilarious
derrick that pundeh -> he kicked the ball to the top of tree !!!
we decided to "borrow" the scouts' long poles, extended it,
and then after at least 30min and several attempts.
we Finally "poked" it down. hehe NCC ftw
we even joked that its team building hahaha
it was fun laaa, though we really looked like idiots stealing fruits =X

after which i went over to Bugis Kinokuniya
wanted to buy some books. investment books
then im reminded of Jess when i see Twilight at e entrance
(she asked me to listen to her new blog song, & i chanced upon her 'wish')
so i decided to fulfil her wish somehow~ lolx
and was intending to jsut get 1 bk initially but had no membership

in the end i made a wise calculation and thought with 3 bks rite..
i wud pay the original price of 3 for the bks PLUS membership
membership for a year that is. and thats not bad
considering if i buy investment books every month,
even at 10% off it will amount to/greater than e subscription fee itself
so, yeah, thot that would be nice, + my family / frens can use too

sadly my leg was freaking pain after walking around esp after soccer,
so didnt have dinner wif Jess and Kah Seng. lol
anyways end of the day haul:
1) Twilight : The Complete Illustrated Movie Companion
2) Rich Dad's Guide to Investing by Robert Kiyosaki
3) Secret of Millionaire Investors by Adam Khoo & Conrad Alvin Lim

Phase 1 was concepts.
Phase 2 now -> concepts + more concepts with some technical

working towards a better future~

temper

omg, i just saw my temper reach new levels
not become hotter of cuz. slightly better in fact

simple incident, with some disappointing factor
can be dissolved within 1 minute. im pleased with that
especially when theres that little bit of pride in it
haha im a guy after all, but well pride is nothing
nothing without a calm mind. omg im like a monk =/

its good to know, sumthing which pricks me so suddenly somehow,
is discounted as nothing the next second & positiveness follows.
nah who cares anyway.. i own time own target carry on
cultivating good temper, or try to.

New Year is coming !

omg, within days year 2008 will be comin to an end!
what a remarkable year. it has been a turnaround for me
this very year i ORD from NS, and started work in June
it marked sumthing which is damn obvious, adulthood

yeah though i may still act like a kid at times, but
ppl do change. it took me 3 mths to sort out,
to sort out what someone couldnt do for almost 10 years
yes: the power of finance. or simply said, money
although as of now im not super adept, i can feel it
im so getting near to the controlled finances and closer to my dream
nobody knows what issit anyway... hahaha

time to read up on finance/econs since will be studying
in half a yr's time that is. and for now i live the life of a cleaner
in Cashflow context that is... not that many ppl will understand haha
i will live fullest my life at the btm lvl for once i shoot up in "grade",
there will be no turning back. cuz i have Strength, and control

i told myself and some others: i'll either be broke by Christmas or alive
i am alive, and i can breathe a sigh of relief.
the first pot of harvest is always the hardest, and i tasted it
first hand experiencce the thrill and excitement of "investment"
nope im not addicted. as mentioned the first startup is always hardest.
i hope to find exponential solution after more research =x
now im still alive and going slow and steady...
the verdict will be out by end May. hope i have positive results
if profit can be 20-30% also good enuf le..

maybe for now this is the way i look at things.
i have an avenger mindset. but is well-controlled enough
i am half fucked lower class office pay. sad but true
i will place a huge gamble so called high risk...
inputs where ppl see, they "wah so much"...

i am different. i know im a cautious person
but yet ive learnt ... i will risk to get out of "low" zone,
i have nothing to start from maybe, but if i get sumthing...
if i get sumthing... it will be big returns. watch me grow
& from there it will be much easier. risk management they call it


as for other matters: hope i will continue the way i are
LOL that song, wahahaha
baby if u strip u can get a tip cuz i like u just the way u are
no link -.- what talking me ...

and i look forward to MORE changes in 2009.
perhaps these could be my wishlist for the new year:

1) reach pot of 5k-10k asap. b4 i hav to surrender some to study fees -_-
2) make more frens and be a better fren
3) find someone(my sisters all pressuring me ><,
elder sis say must make her new table worth it.. wth)
nah dun care about point 3, will come at some point i am confident.

4) tackle the very issues that haunt me -> im strong enough
5) continue "my way of the ninja" LOLOL watched too much naruto


and yes jess your new song at ur blog is nice. send me when free
time to turn in, tml soccer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
live life to the fullest =)

Congrats, Jess

Happy for Jess for doing well in the exams~ ^^
well done xiao mei haha im proud of u

Ex-Maple Guild gathering.

Finally met everybody, Eva, Foonie(Sally), Soya(Doreen), Wendy
and Jess too came to meet up wif us...
kinda wierd, all girls, one guy (me) and i nvr meet any of them b4
except for Jess la, but see her twice, on sat and sun, also wierd

Usually im quite quiet, maybe usual click know each other long
but today im damn talkative and disturbing (to jess la who else)
end up she bully me the other girls alsso join in laugh at me T_T
haha, anyway that's how i am usually in my lunch grps,
or in the office, ns frens, or sec sch frens (close ones)
more outgoing and talkative and spontaneous that kind
haha i bet xiao mei also wonders why i so talkative today.

anyways, we went to MOS burger makan.
Doreen and wendy the 2 sisters were like .. shy?
expected and understandable though, first time meet online frens
end up they had to sit different seats cuz their parents around =/
but ok la, at least we all met up and talk talk a bit.
sad though the sisters had to elave earlier and no "guild photos"

After which we spend lotsa attempts to take pics after dinenr LOLx
and jess had to go around 9, so Eva, Sally and me proceeded on
Foonie drove Eva around the notable hot spots of singapore
namely the buldings along Singapore river and Clark Quay
We also went to the marina barrage, very beautiful and windy~
and then and then also around geylang -_- the good side and evil side
lol just drive thru though... haha & they were like, teasing me on e car =X

Anyway, overall its good to meet everyone, for the first time
and i hope its not the last time. hope eva can come SG again
and we can plan a more detailed gathering then
haha dunno when will that be though...so.. as the sayign goes

See how ba...
LOLx

how weird is wierd?

lolx so far only 2 have come forward to correct me
its spelt WEIRD not WIERD, which i have a tendency to
lol thats weird by itself hahaha.

Ex-Maple Guild Gathering

have been trying to arrange a guild gathering
Members: my ex-guild members in maplesea bootes
my guild Army~ lol its first attempt!
haha trying trying trying! Gosh planning is hard
no choice, who tell me to be the guildleader =X


unfortunately the schedules clash and cant help it
hopefully eva can join us after dinner. chit chat a while also can
i mean, its such a rare occasion, should put in some effort rite?
hopefully all goes well, see how it goes ba. =X

*update: ok its either sat or sunday.
if sat eva can come after dinner she will do so then we meet after dinner
if cannot then sunday, then i try gather ppl.
short and simple. =)

A Wierd Dream

I dreamt of my best ever dream in my whole life thus far
it had to come at an unlikely and sudden timing. .
after what happened and nothing related. yet i dreamt.

u see. Fryday nite, went singing @ partyworld with my frens
colleagues, but i call them frens. ate flu medcine + 2 paracetamol tab
then drank beer like soft drink~ K.O-ed towards end of session
misplaced my specs sumhow , nvr lost handphone or wallet though

so there i was, woke up with a bit "heavy head"
need to buy specs again,
need to followup soccer stuffs,
need to fret spending money jsut after payday,
need to reject going out that day wif Rud and all,
need to rest and recuperate.
need to plan other stuffs for the weekend.

yet out of nowhere i can like.. suddenly dream of her...
wierd isnt it. and super unlikely. so i wondered why

I dreamt of her. she seemed to never evade me now.
i can look in her eyes and she smiles at me all the time
maybe shes notice i changed sumhow? nah couldnt be
how could she know... i thot to myself (dream mode)

dreamt i actually had a good day out with her..
i was in disbelief yet ecstatic about it?
she fell down and injured her toe,
and i helped her bandage with utmost care
she actually turned & hugged me later? i tio stunned!

ok its just a dream. Real dream, v.distant probabilities.
every freaking bit seemed so real. i woke up intrigued.
but its impossible lolx. i know it. no way could be.
my mind have already shut the possibilities.
just that i found it damn wierd.

Anyways, after that dream, i never felt i lost any thing at all
i made a similar specs back, $130 for my specs
a tight budget for study funds means less money for clothes,
specs almost spoil again after sunday soccer...
NEW specs, tio zham in the face and almost cui the specs.
yet my heart was at peace. , and enjoyed my weekend a lot

Omg... i cant believe i actually can share such stuffs liao
think ive really changed... G_G

Will of Fire

Watched Naruto Shippudden 86-87
was touched by it sumhow.
and i cant wait for the next episode!
when i see Naruto master the skill.
Fuuton Rasen-Shuriken. and and, the music
v inspiring one. dunno how to describe =/

probably like how jess will get excited by her dramas,
like how ric will get excited at progressing in wow -_-
like how kids get excited at getting their fav toys.
that was the exact feelings i had every episode i watch

im really a nerd perhaps, a one-show person.
i nvr really watched bleach, or DMC, or sum other anime
but can follow Naruto , week in week out.
(ok i also watched Nana and some animes before)

sumhow, tis anime Naruto is really power.
if u read/watch closely, theres so many things to learn
and to me, its a little "literature" in anime action at times.
Shikamarus godly sia his planning. no joke.
undying opponent, his answer is seal forever in forbidden grnd

Naruto have evolved as well! Using his KageBunshin to great effect
instead of mass creations of clones, he used selectively now
and if 2 cannot, he use 3, then 4, then 5, and learn weakness/info
v powerful loh. and hes probably one of few who can create many clones

argh im talking too much anime stuffs who ppl probably wun understand.
i just cant resist. pardon me =X

Life is a Roller Coaster?

i believe tat life is like a train/rail/rollercoaster ride
its filled with ardous danger, and uncertainty at turns
sometimes its shiny, yet sometime its rainy,
sometimes its windy, yet sometimes its stormy

Ronan Keating has this song called..
Life is a Rollercoaster..
and the lyric goes as follows,
Life is a Roller Coaster just gotta ride it..

very true indeed. it gets me thinking
i am my own train now, been thru darkness already
its over, i see mytrain course going towards light
yet maybe some frens train is still blur, dark & gloomy
often i ask: "how can i help?" hw to reach out?
especially when im manning my own train..

lolx the following may be a little bullshit......
but hey its my thots can...
i loved Naruto this anime series. i like his mentality
(even though he may be a baka at times)
and i should learn to do a "Kage Bunshin" like him
(clones which shares the same potential and has chakra)

i decide that i need to do a KageBunshin in order to diversify
each clone which carries my chakra(energy),
will be one loyal passenger along my frens train
be it thru sunny times or rainy days, darkness or light
at the very least if help is needed i can be there to help

i ask myself: wah how can this be done...
then i told myself it can be done.
simply by being stronger myself, more chakra/energy
and with stability & maturity will be able to better advise
its also a test of my micro management
how to manage relations well and of course
learn to reach out to each train.

glad to say that with regards to reaching out to others
be they frens or what, i will always try my very best
each have their own problems, some serious some kiddish
but the first problem ppl face is not opening up...
and facing it realistically. or procrastination
thats what i have observed. i am guilty of that too at times.. =X


anyways nw i think i wanna learn more. much more
hope next year comes sooner!