effort means everything

finally got the inspiration to write sumthing
not an easy period for me as i have just donemy 1st reservist
shag out in field exercise, now back to work
April is an emo period, cause all the night class revisions,
PLUS weekend revisions are coming!
May? the UOL exams stretched out over the month

i find myself putting in a lot of effort today, esp after the break from work
as usual i fight hard, but now im fighting harder! =)
dance lesson today was also good, i finally get the beats faster at 1st attempt
not to say, after lesson, as and when i will just rmb the steps in my mind,
picture and sometimes rehearse the steps a bit. it really helps!! ^^
result? i found myself screwing up less and smiling more! hahaha

also saw Rahmuna's fren Hui Jun, she came straight into Hip Hop 1
poor gal, it must be pretty hard to learn at such a fast pace
Hip Hop Intro was already a challenge for newcomers i would say
reminded myself of the first few lessons where i, hmm actually is ALL the guys,
just got stunned and stood there stuck whenever new steps are taught.
then almost all the gals dance pretty well, sure add to the pressure,
like i was with our group of guys, (still scared of screwing up at times)
okay shall tell her to picture the steps in her mind and rehearse next lesson!
practice makes perfect!!

thus for my emo study period, ima work hard study hard cant play hard!!
after this period, ima go find someone join me to help another NKF patient.
good idea since now the vol. program has changed from mthly to once every 2 mths
means i can at least reach out to one more patient.
and give warmth to their hearts, even if by a little bit
will force myself to go beyond capacity,
for this is where greater capacity is reached. =)

also camping out for my tiny stock movement.
I WANT TO SELL THE BLOODY COMFORT DELGRO !!!
ROARRRRRR today the price reached 1.58 but i nvr got to sell!!!!!!!!!!
DOUBLE ROARRRRRRRR. this is indeed the patience game
But i will camp, camp, camp. when i sell at 1.58
i will earn my 300 bucks =)

i must be mad, splitting my focus into so many things
work, study, investment, dance, volunteer work, family, friends, etc
actually im thinking of splitting even further!!

lolx but anw there are some things where effort alone doesnt bring you far..
no problem, you can't be faulted for doing the best you could, can't you?
smile smile smile smile smile =)=)=)
Effort means Everything