africa

Lee Kah Seng said in my facebook post:
"arbo u now migrate to south africa everyday eat porridge"

suddenly, i thought about gaga lolx. =D
eat porridge + she just said "i kick you to africa!" ytd. hahaha

Exams coming!

Exams period coming up. prayers in silence
but guess last minute prayers won't do.
need to do some speed training haha
must pass econs and stats well, at least above 50!
well its tough but can be done!!
time to spam my leave in May~~ muahahaha

Listening to: Because of You - Neyo
"and i know this much is true~ babyy, euu have become my addiction~"
first choreo dance learnt from Yi Fan's class
nice rhythm and music, and reminds me of ...

tired

i don't know how long i can continue to do this...
already my health is weakened. got by today with my last resort
2 panadol, 2 nondrowsy blu flu pill, 1 pink runny nose tablet today kept me going
feeling tired, yet i must strive on. this bridge is dangerous and shaky

almost blew up as i face triple times the frustration compared to normal days
wondered hw i was able to calm down fast enough
even though i may have considerable patience, how long more can i put up with this shyt?
negativity always encompasses one's mind when the going gets tough.
but it is in such situation where greater capacity is obtained
rest, sleep well to fight the next day!
shyt, i mean, study till sleep, and then wake up to rush for work the next day!

Challenge

went to Tampines Royal Sporting House and T1 Addidas
saw a windpants that i fancy, got Orange stripes. niceee! ^^
but unfortunately no Size S. sighhh =(
thankfully its a new stock so most stores should be selling!
okays~! i've set my sights on it, if i find this S Size i'll buy it!!

elsewhere, today was kinda a challenging day
first time Miss Kong gave me the 2-hours SLA PG to do Creation!
ok lah, at 1st it was 1 extension, simple edit & runthru within mins~
then next 1 MOM so no kick, within a few minutes i'm done~
then following up is 1 MOM + 1 custom, this still within 1 hr =D
dunno why, like now got this shyt i feel like got kick~~
once the 2hr SLA thingy come i will chiong to settle asap~~ LOL!
maybe i'm this "fan jian" of a human, need to have target setting de
then can achieve greater success

effort means everything

finally got the inspiration to write sumthing
not an easy period for me as i have just donemy 1st reservist
shag out in field exercise, now back to work
April is an emo period, cause all the night class revisions,
PLUS weekend revisions are coming!
May? the UOL exams stretched out over the month

i find myself putting in a lot of effort today, esp after the break from work
as usual i fight hard, but now im fighting harder! =)
dance lesson today was also good, i finally get the beats faster at 1st attempt
not to say, after lesson, as and when i will just rmb the steps in my mind,
picture and sometimes rehearse the steps a bit. it really helps!! ^^
result? i found myself screwing up less and smiling more! hahaha

also saw Rahmuna's fren Hui Jun, she came straight into Hip Hop 1
poor gal, it must be pretty hard to learn at such a fast pace
Hip Hop Intro was already a challenge for newcomers i would say
reminded myself of the first few lessons where i, hmm actually is ALL the guys,
just got stunned and stood there stuck whenever new steps are taught.
then almost all the gals dance pretty well, sure add to the pressure,
like i was with our group of guys, (still scared of screwing up at times)
okay shall tell her to picture the steps in her mind and rehearse next lesson!
practice makes perfect!!

thus for my emo study period, ima work hard study hard cant play hard!!
after this period, ima go find someone join me to help another NKF patient.
good idea since now the vol. program has changed from mthly to once every 2 mths
means i can at least reach out to one more patient.
and give warmth to their hearts, even if by a little bit
will force myself to go beyond capacity,
for this is where greater capacity is reached. =)

also camping out for my tiny stock movement.
I WANT TO SELL THE BLOODY COMFORT DELGRO !!!
ROARRRRRR today the price reached 1.58 but i nvr got to sell!!!!!!!!!!
DOUBLE ROARRRRRRRR. this is indeed the patience game
But i will camp, camp, camp. when i sell at 1.58
i will earn my 300 bucks =)

i must be mad, splitting my focus into so many things
work, study, investment, dance, volunteer work, family, friends, etc
actually im thinking of splitting even further!!

lolx but anw there are some things where effort alone doesnt bring you far..
no problem, you can't be faulted for doing the best you could, can't you?
smile smile smile smile smile =)=)=)
Effort means Everything