emo period

Strezz... emo period...
this weeks super hectic with training and also need to study
this coming sunday got the OCBC cycling thing too. haha
hardly any time to breathe .....

好累好累

but i shall proceed with caution.
last paper Principles of Banking & Finance next Monday
after that .. really look forward to relax a lil bit before mugging starts
hope mentally i'll be prepared for the onslaught till May

Job too, when shall i change? when shall i take a break
need to revisit my aims in work. Nov try change?
or after exams start active job hunt?

sometimes even if planned, things dont go accordingly
sometimes i also feel lost. but most of the time, theres no time to feel lost!
simply just going with the flow at times. hahaha
i just need to tell myself that: 'you can do whatever u want to help others,
position yourself to be a giver. but on the other hand, no one will help you.
thus i have to help myself in order to help others'. yeah sounds good to me. =)

i have to constantly remind myself, prioritize, focus, determination
but guess im only human, this usual trait of up, and down, and then up, and down
kena whacked, then try hard, then slacken kena whacked, then comeback
hahaha

"人总是犯贱, All along, if It shud have been like this.. then what should have been... have been not.. Must kena jialat jialat then will really seek change. HaHa "

but thx for the whacking, no whack no gain~!
it is after whacking then u roughly know how to siam or reduce the pain
it shall be more studies sessions and less games
not to the extent of no-life study but really have to focus more this time

chiong ftw ~