Brave Men's Road

nice movie Kaiji. abt this loser daring to take gambles
despite failing one time after another, he actually succeed in the end
fish the Tei-ai corporation in the movie.
they stamp their employees with microchips.
gave them the hope if they make it thru Brave Men's Road
and crush it back completely when they resort to underhand methods
wicked monopoly sia.

but in all honesty i believe the message of the movie is simple
"do not cave in under pressure, or give in to testing times"
quite inspiring actually =)

maybe in life there are Brave Men's Road for all of us
its all out there, most of us shun it though.
to preserve the very life that we selfishly treasure
the road will be tough for those who choose the uneven path
but it could be very fruitful one in the long run~

I, for one, now firmly believe in this.
a rich life and a poor life, to encounter both is blessing.
rich not very rich, poor not very poor though, but still have a stark contrast
Certainly i do not want to lead too ordinary a life.

to trade consistently. to a first pot of 50k shall remain the aim
im far from it, but will learn it by hook or by crook
hmm, making a consistent 50-100 weekly could prove to be a good initial target~
can be done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Infidelity

taking a short break from my mugging for PBF prelims
done 3 chapters only but have taken leave for monday
so think will be able to cover at least 5 main chapters

anyway, was surfing and saw on Yahoo! news on Jack Neo's scandal
kaos.. even him? i mean, he was like a good model for many
especially through his unique take and directing of local movies
which features local core values/culture. something which i admire
and, who can forget the local sitcom very popular then, 搞笑行动.

disappointing to know yet another 'good guy' turns out to be unfaithful husband
this just serves as a reminder/lesson how unlikely things can likely be.
He has a fking family! and god knows how sad/disappointed his family will be..
sad thing, sad thing.
for all the merits he has accumulated, all discounted by one wrong move.
(remember there was a similar verse in Chinese)
poor thing poor thing.

another 'good example to learn from, and not follow..

back to study..

emo period

Strezz... emo period...
this weeks super hectic with training and also need to study
this coming sunday got the OCBC cycling thing too. haha
hardly any time to breathe .....

好累好累

but i shall proceed with caution.
last paper Principles of Banking & Finance next Monday
after that .. really look forward to relax a lil bit before mugging starts
hope mentally i'll be prepared for the onslaught till May

Job too, when shall i change? when shall i take a break
need to revisit my aims in work. Nov try change?
or after exams start active job hunt?

sometimes even if planned, things dont go accordingly
sometimes i also feel lost. but most of the time, theres no time to feel lost!
simply just going with the flow at times. hahaha
i just need to tell myself that: 'you can do whatever u want to help others,
position yourself to be a giver. but on the other hand, no one will help you.
thus i have to help myself in order to help others'. yeah sounds good to me. =)

i have to constantly remind myself, prioritize, focus, determination
but guess im only human, this usual trait of up, and down, and then up, and down
kena whacked, then try hard, then slacken kena whacked, then comeback
hahaha

"人总是犯贱, All along, if It shud have been like this.. then what should have been... have been not.. Must kena jialat jialat then will really seek change. HaHa "

but thx for the whacking, no whack no gain~!
it is after whacking then u roughly know how to siam or reduce the pain
it shall be more studies sessions and less games
not to the extent of no-life study but really have to focus more this time

chiong ftw ~