$800

Thanks everyone for the B'day wishes =)
this years b'day was relatively quite.
ever so since i ORD from army or started working
i guess the more fun filled days are just over.

anyways, for this weekend...
cashback for soccer! but for stocks its red atm.
not too much tho. so i'm not duly worried
anyway was hoping to switch to CFD soon for stocks.

i didnt know if my kind of mentality was crazy or what
but i was thinking, im already considered poor
at least i am in my own opinion..
not a rich kid like in the past, yea true, no longer so

so was thinking, i should make the risky move now to get the cash
and then revert back to a more conservative approach to grow
kinda contrarian approach but i think this is my style
i dont want to save to a good lump sum only to lose it later in my life
i rather learn how to handle big money (considered so at this point of time)
(yes i nets in & out in excess of 1000-2000+ every weekends)
rather than lose much more in future like a frog in the well
frog in the well that gets slaughtered for not having knowhows

but if theres a bridge separating the rich and poor,
its guts to overcome one major hurdle
i knew this would be the toughest, yet i still tried
assuming the wall(hurdle) to climb is 100 metres
im at best 30% to my first "pot of gold"

but i know at least i make the attempt to.
even if i dont make it, my savings would be so much more comfy than others
so i up my savers plan now
next mth, it shall be $800 per month straight into my DBS account set aside!
800 is an emotional figure now, my first Big loss in stocks (cosco corp) haha
:):):) yes i can do it, sure i can, even if i have to eat grass i will achieve it.