like always, you feel a bit of ?? question marks,
and a bit of "bu zhi dao na li lai de zha dan"
what is perhaps most disappointing, the fact
that humans like to escape from truth, and avoid problems
instead of facing it and solve it, or come to a calm mutual understanding
relationship, or any other things as a matter of fact,
doesn't escape what ive just mentioned.
my family has had their fair share of communication problems too
hence it made me realise the importance of communication & feedback
even if i dont like a particular thing, i will try to resolve the problem
with varied methods of talking, communication.
perhaps its the logical way i try to look at things,
that i've ignored the often dominant human "feel/think" :(
all these can be eliminated with proper talk. not by avoiding.
perhaps i have only myself to blame too
that i cannot expect others to see things in the same light as me.
i had this real small hope that maybe it could have been
but the hope just perished. should i try further?
logic tells me no, nvr aggro anyone. its just not my style
besides, perhaps i have too much other things to bear in life
ive leveld up in that respect.
i'll just focus on the positives of life, just like Naruto
and never give up for the things still to achieve in life
my dreams, my desire to own one very specific item
and ive learnt to counter inability to slp by reading to slp!!!
(and fyi, my mind just couldnt help it, the self-realization lvl was too high =/)
move on, and lets all get along with life,
i'll pray for your happiness and hope you wish me all the best too.
as a sincere friend.
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