Strength

i realise i need to be stronger
not that im that weak anyways
but, to be even more "zai"

this phase of my life is already to "mo3 lian4"
or condition/train myself to the harsh climates
not too long ago when there were some small issues as well as the start of sch
i realised i coped quite ok , which is good. but somehow i felt its still not ideal
is it just me setting too high a standard or my emphasis on constant improvement?
that i do not know..

what i do know is i must be able to tong a lot of things, heartbreaking or not,
lifethreatening or not, minor or major cases, etc etc.
must be "zai", "eh tong"(can last) or whatever u call it

why does all these thots even come to mind?
probably cuz about 1 week ago i fell sick to headache and flu
i had mc for 2 days and good rest, which is rare
but then hor the very fact that i kena flu for the 1st time in 2mths
irks me.

i dunno whether to look on e bright side tat ..is like:
"i usually fall ill easily" now considered much better loh"
or be unsatisfied that "sian recently got more stressful stuffs and i fall sick liaos"

shyt la maybe its the inspiration of Naruto the anime thats why i start to think like that
wahahaha. ok that is random

anyway its about less than a mth before the verdict on my net profits for stocks
i hope in this recent bull run i can start to make some more net profits
and achieve my target of 3k net profit. =D
i think probably fall short, but if can manage 2k net profit will be good enough also
CAN BE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!