a new beginning.

lolx. my sis had this nick before,
brother-in-law also had this nick before
a new beginning.. so do some frens.

what does it symbolise?
for my sister and her husband, its faith
the new beginning from which they found faith in God
then i have another 2 frens, also 'new beginning'
theirs is beginning of forgetting their relationship that didnt work out
another one is new beginning, quit smoking

what about mine? hmm how shud i phrase it.
my beginning is like... after ORD, working life, like a newborn baby
leeching everything i learn in the corporate world,
and at the same time as i try to expand my circle of reach
i keep my current one and maintain a balance

"new beginning" of a lifestyle i guess. and change
change is a necessity for continuous improvement
it can be good or bad, i dunno.
for example, maybe i'll start to do badder things LOLx
like be fking bad-tempered, heck care, ungentlemanly, disrespect females,
dirty pubs/clubs, ahh beng, smoke, watch porn, childish love
Womanizing, drinking, gambling wif heavy stakes..
MAYBE. lolx. life is about choice.
I Choose to refrain from such vices in life
i dun want to be like a loser who lives so near me.
closed ones, really closed ones know who that loser is ahaha

perhaps a more fitting way to say a better lifestyle would be:
explore more chill out spots, rediscover the past fun activities
(with/without my current closest clique, not my call, its their choice)
arranging some meetouts with "long time no see" frens
chiong at work, creating new standards, improved styles
chiong at eating, enjoy various foods around
chiong at relaxing (o_0 notmuch too).

learning different gestures and inputs to conversation,
learning MNC organizational culture,
learning to plan things when freee,
learning to optimize efforts when on job

eliminating habits like sluggishness after lunch
eliminating spending for nothing
eliminating unncessary inputs to other ppl

so many new things await me,
and i wont hold back this time.