Courage

'in do-or-die situations where you can't forge ahead or fall back,
sometimes staying still brings about the best results
having faith in yourself and waiting quietly until the time comes
that too is courage'

i shall continue putting my faith and believe in it!

April & May

felt a bit lost as i stepped into March.
In-Camp Training's coming up, dunno if its good or bad
but well i supposed it will be a good break away from work..

study plan's pretty muchh messed up.
dont think i have studied enough, slept too much like a pig lolx
distractions on my mind make me tired, make me just want to fall asleep
sleep sleep sleep take out all the tiredness and wake up after long hrs

April.. it seems so near, yet so far.
passing by sundays after sundays itself is a torture to me
why am i still thinking this way lolx
maybe its cuz i havent given up hope..
yes that probably should be the case

it shouldn't be April that i should be waiting for..
it should be May..
yet irrational thoughts usually override rational thoughts dont they?
im such a retarded LOL