2 more years

tonite is a night filled with emo-tion
boxing day, i was boxed. no, i jsut wasnt prepared
i had planned, take things a step at a time
i planned 2 steps ahead, but this bridge needed 3 steps, 4 steps ahead
miscalculated, not a total failure though
at least i nvr go bankrupt LOL

anyway i looked on my ironing board(i use it as my side desk)
SIM letter... sigh, payment time is comming, sooner than i thought
last years results didnt help, i have to pay slightly more for extra units attempt
meaning? i have to get ready 2k+ for studies fee payment
miscalculation 2

guess no one can help me. but i can help myself
i have replanned my strategy, its laughable hw things can change fast
its sayonara freedom. goodbye to my sideline investment.
kai xin jiu hao?? (hokkien) hua hi dio ho?
hao ren zao si this one i knw..
i guess i will never be able to be truly happy until i reach my aim
but this aim is now further away.
someone light me up pls.. there is no one..

2 years, i need 2 more years to prep. i will be there i still believe

success!

YES! finally its over! TROC Year End Events a success!!
im so glad so glad so glad. for it was mostly our first times organising an event of such scale
of cuz as committee chairman i was doubly concerned.
i wanted things to go smoovely and no cockups
phew, and luckily that was exactly the case this 11th Dec~~

happy happy =]=] felt a sense of achievement seriously
by lunch time the crowd was already all smiles, quite due to the charade game
LOL last minuted idea that i suggest one, but it really served its purpose okay!!
which is to heighten up the atmostphere and joy and laughter to the max!!
it really did. ^^

lots on my mind.. but really shag cant think of much to pen down now.
shall repay my sleep debt as a priority
hmm what else.. nvm wake up again then update
but at least i know, these few days.. i can sleep.. smilingly.. deservedly =]

too late

sigh, seems to me ima really slow retard
seems like i'm always too late. cant help it
late for work late for sch late for everything
this time probably i'm 3 years too late
i want to be punctual just like you lolx..

gonna prepare to go city hall meet Kaka & friends @ 7am
StanChart run!! 10km casual run though haha
but suddenly feel emo-stic
sianz, ok at least this time this morning i will be on time

look on the bright side~
stand chart run.. i will highlight the text the blue SCB color~ =]

silence

finished work at 8.45!! wanted to cut at 8.30 but still late
managed to reach Bedok Interchange in time!!
carrying my hp stuffs along, i went to find the best buyer possible
li lin said somewhere at the watsons side de lane. Shes right!!
after some checks and quotes of 400-420, the eventual shop i found offered me $480!@
more than what i expected. 0.0
the lady said, if take out screen protector no scratch can fetch 480.
thus i consent to sell ~~ ^^

anyway, anyway. right after i sold the phone.
someone approached me. was about to reject by showing the "no" hand signal
but then noticed it was not credit card (dun have enuf income now anw) or insurance
wanted to get me to commit about 1.26+ daily, or 36+ mthly
but i didnt know if i was ready for this kind of commitment
its like a mini-handphone plan.. + i do donate at discretion at times in the year too
so i think and think, ok maybe a one-time donation..

so fill up and then fillin particulars, credit/debit card details.. etc
then thought hard.. about hw much to donate
at first i thought 50 bucks is good. summore the standard rate~
but then hmm nvm, maybe in charitable mood today
i donate $100 instead =X
not a lot maybe compared to others, but donate 100 means 100 less fr myself lolx

posted some details of this donation on facebook
but decided to remove the post after much thinking
do charity better not say too much, public media facebook
people who see the post may have bad or wrong interpretation
"hao lian" or "act kind".. etc etc better not.
silence is golden! hahahaha

anyway, act or dun act, the main thing is to do the action
walk the walk and then talk the talk~~~~~