patience

looking at the pic keeps me moving
listening to the song keeps me going
these problems are small, i can deal with it
new test of tolerance and patience

silence is golden perhaps
sometimes, in positions where u cant forge ahead or backtrack
the best position is to stand still (extracted from Naruto)
waiting for one move is all you need
and when i do the one move, its time to move on
big time i mean. 2 yrs, i can tolerate this

let them talk let them say
let the foul mouths stay
from the east to west
my patience is the best =)

iPhone 4

Lost my old phone last Thurs
Bought my new phone last Thurs
Found my old phone the very next day
(the cleaner returned the next day, God bless the kind soul)
Nw I got iPhone 3GS and iPhone 4!

hahaha was prepared to regard my iPhone 3GS as lost liaos
but then then, the very next day after i bought my new iPhone 4 as replacement,
the cleaner returned and somehow i got my phone back!!
blessing in disguise? well i'm not sure but i sure kind people do exist after all =)
have yet to find and thank the cleaner in person. shall do that tmr!!
now the pain of the problem is to decide what to do with my old phone...
sell away to offset my early recontract loss ($300) or give my sister use..
headache headache haizzz

elsewhere, i would have loved the concept of law of average.
but there was no averaging in EPL this weekend..!! (av. of 2-3 draws per week)
no draws!! T_T the "big money" teams like arsenal and stoke nvr draw
sigh guess my next input will be higher!! its time for them to draw lor
but well that means my next input will be even higher!
time to test my contingency money planning and forecasting and management

also spend a good 2 hrs with my assigned NKF patient together with my assigned partner
doing this (volunteer) work really keeps me on the ground lvl and keeps me in check
just a simple groceries purchase trip can involve much listening & attention paid to the patient
also one of the first few activities where i step out on my own without my buddies company
ideally i would have wished for a "everyone lets do it together" mentality though
nvm to each their own choices and pathes. lets all grow with time!

still planning something for my year-end event. must get the flow right tmr!
nominated as team leader for this commitee, it feels like a heavy load on my shoulders
given bank operations heavy load(average knock off time is 8-9pm), this certainly is xtra baggage!!
somehow i can feel the stress, dunno if its becuz of the tight deadline
or becuz i want to deliver up to expectations. to not disappoint. tough job
less than 1 mth! and we havent get the venue ready.
this must be settled tmr. and come 10.30a.m. later, i will head this meeting again
must make sure every thing runs smoovely and we go from item to item
yes i can do it. im not just adequate as planner, i shall execute my plans well too!
good leadership training for me~~ at work level. its not just some games anymore
sigh. FML. but well if theres things to be done, things are to be done..

*also added my fav English song - We Dance On to my mixpod player in blog
retarded me, took me long enough to add such a nice song!

Nice ride down memory lane..

i wonder what it is like to dream, or to have a dream..
is it the same for everyone? or not so? how will i know?
what will happen if one day the dream is no longer a dream?
will u feel finally satisfied? Or will you feel void within?
i too would like to know if one day my dream will come true.
and how will i feel then. and how can i deal with it.
anw, that being said, i myself will strive to make it happen.

anyways, cycled down to interchange H2Hub specs shop to repair specs
not spoilt, just one of the nose-bridge came out.
hahaha and it was while trying to gangbang Ben outside khakabo LOL

decided to cycle to see see my previous house. haha the wind was good, the sun's not too hot
1st stop was past my previous workplace - Orleng
my first full time job in life, spent a good 2 years there and gained valuable experience!
2nd stop was at the playground behind Swan Lake (Big Bens Cafe there)
haha it has change a little - used to be sandfilled - now its the standard flooor
next i cycled to Elite park area, another playground there
oh yes, Da Fa eatery and Lian Beng Huat provision shop is still there!!!
after all these years, its still there. Wonder if Winnie Heng, same b'day as me, and sis still stays there too?
this really brings back memories haha

Last stop was at my old house..
where i spent my primary child hood there - its nicely refurnished
okay it didnt looked as dirty as it was back then.
i remember many things of what i did then, was fun times haha
maybe thats why some people rather choose to remain a kid if possible
it ain't that bad after all either lolx

amazingly, they finally managed to build a nice running/cycling path cut through
very nice, i remember in the past i had to walk through a very narrow lane somewhere along to school - now its broad & spacious!


Alas, the wind stops blowing as nicely, and it was time for me to cycle back
All in all, a nice ride down memory lane..