fav song recently: 我不配 by Jay Chou
dunno why, i happen to like this song quite a lot
became the 3rd most listened-to song in my iPhone mp3 player
i remember after Law's birthday at hammy hse, we all went to khakabo
overnight LAN gaming i just played this song over and over (streaming)
reminded of something when i listen to the song
yes emo songs sounds nicer usually. emo songs ftw
我不配 lolx
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Can't Fight the Moonlight
iPhone playing: Can't Fight the Moonlight - Leann Rhimes
lolx classic song, was one of the nice songs since the times when i was sec 2 i think.
still havent seen coyote ugly the movie. =x
OK will find the movie and watch it soon!
but you know but you know that you, can't fight the moonlight
lolx classic song, was one of the nice songs since the times when i was sec 2 i think.
still havent seen coyote ugly the movie. =x
OK will find the movie and watch it soon!
but you know but you know that you, can't fight the moonlight
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Thinking with my heart, makes me irrational
unhappy unhappy unhappy
who could i count on when im down, i guess no one
when others are down, i try my best to be there
but seems like when im down, no one really knows or are there at all
being in the dark at times makes me understand pain & disappointment more
it makes me want to reach out to others
to understand them with sincerity, honesty
thats why i neverwanted to be negative thinker
but why does the similar feeling come back?
misunderstandings? putting in too much effort?
these teeny weeny details, which i observe, just saddens me
observing how others behave makes me conscious of the persons' possible thinking/attitude
with some guts and honesty in speech, sometimes i get to understand what they want/expect.
but why does this simiar feeling come back?
just like how Naruto chased Sasuke in the anime Naruto Shippudden
it seemed aimless, lost cause and no matter hw u try, look hard,
its never within your control.
i've learnt that more often than not, its because im affected by things that i cannot control
is it wrong to assume responsibility for things happened? or just shun away
is it wrong to jio buddies whom you can jio out to chillout/study/chitchat/talkcock/together?
a simple concept of good buddies/friends
is it wrong to put in effort to improve a friendship with anyone?
i mean if say, my clique buddies put in effort to jio things, i will reciprocate & appreciate the gesture
i apologize if i did anything wrong..
in the past, i probably was a more non-chalant guy, more aloof maybe, and i can still be.
but recently one good chat with my dear Elder Sis had me reflecting
she said something like: "even if you care, you must be proactive and take initiative to do so"
thus, even given my crazy schedule, i will still put in effort to fork out some time, do some catch-up, chit-chats, coordinate things etc, to improve relations with everyone.
not on purpose but by willingness.
my strong stand is that as long as its worth fighting for i will give it a shot
if it is something as worthless as a hi-bye, then would i even be troubled by it?
being mindful of other people's point of view, i am usually laid back and try as much to not be the thick-skinned or dominating person
but maybe it is this inquisitive nature in me that worsen things at times.
if i see a problem, i want to find out the real problem.
i wanna seek out what is the underlying root/cause and seek to solve, clear it, not avoid it
unfortunately, i face a select few of these type of problems in life that have been my agony.
i ask questions, sometimes difficult questions. but all these contributes to understanding the problem
it is these questioning, feedbacks that will lead me to understand more.
with it comes improvement. logically its a feedback system
but again, i have failed, to take into account the 'human element', sometimes only thinking the "what should be, by right" logic
Such irony, one mp3 song played when im here blogging, techno/dance song lolx
Listen to your heart by DHT
"Listen to your Heart, theres nothing else you can do"
"i don't know where you're going, and i dunno why"
I followed my heart, and i ask myself why.. and i know the answer...
but maybe it doesn't matter anymore..
1) i took a step forward to knock on the door,
2) no one's there to open/respond
3) i will take a step back
Thinking with my heart, makes me irrational
who could i count on when im down, i guess no one
when others are down, i try my best to be there
but seems like when im down, no one really knows or are there at all
being in the dark at times makes me understand pain & disappointment more
it makes me want to reach out to others
to understand them with sincerity, honesty
thats why i neverwanted to be negative thinker
but why does the similar feeling come back?
misunderstandings? putting in too much effort?
these teeny weeny details, which i observe, just saddens me
observing how others behave makes me conscious of the persons' possible thinking/attitude
with some guts and honesty in speech, sometimes i get to understand what they want/expect.
but why does this simiar feeling come back?
just like how Naruto chased Sasuke in the anime Naruto Shippudden
it seemed aimless, lost cause and no matter hw u try, look hard,
its never within your control.
i've learnt that more often than not, its because im affected by things that i cannot control
is it wrong to assume responsibility for things happened? or just shun away
is it wrong to jio buddies whom you can jio out to chillout/study/chitchat/talkcock/together?
a simple concept of good buddies/friends
is it wrong to put in effort to improve a friendship with anyone?
i mean if say, my clique buddies put in effort to jio things, i will reciprocate & appreciate the gesture
i apologize if i did anything wrong..
in the past, i probably was a more non-chalant guy, more aloof maybe, and i can still be.
but recently one good chat with my dear Elder Sis had me reflecting
she said something like: "even if you care, you must be proactive and take initiative to do so"
thus, even given my crazy schedule, i will still put in effort to fork out some time, do some catch-up, chit-chats, coordinate things etc, to improve relations with everyone.
not on purpose but by willingness.
my strong stand is that as long as its worth fighting for i will give it a shot
if it is something as worthless as a hi-bye, then would i even be troubled by it?
being mindful of other people's point of view, i am usually laid back and try as much to not be the thick-skinned or dominating person
but maybe it is this inquisitive nature in me that worsen things at times.
if i see a problem, i want to find out the real problem.
i wanna seek out what is the underlying root/cause and seek to solve, clear it, not avoid it
unfortunately, i face a select few of these type of problems in life that have been my agony.
i ask questions, sometimes difficult questions. but all these contributes to understanding the problem
it is these questioning, feedbacks that will lead me to understand more.
with it comes improvement. logically its a feedback system
but again, i have failed, to take into account the 'human element', sometimes only thinking the "what should be, by right" logic
Such irony, one mp3 song played when im here blogging, techno/dance song lolx
Listen to your heart by DHT
"Listen to your Heart, theres nothing else you can do"
"i don't know where you're going, and i dunno why"
I followed my heart, and i ask myself why.. and i know the answer...
but maybe it doesn't matter anymore..
1) i took a step forward to knock on the door,
2) no one's there to open/respond
3) i will take a step back
Thinking with my heart, makes me irrational
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