frontstreet girls

lyrics/song in mind: is this the feeling, i need to walk with?

I Felt My Heartache

went to my favourite place today. i guess too much disappointments
i haven't been there myself since a year ago
too many heartaches today. too many upsets haha
even the world cup does not spare me..

and all these have to happen within the same day
i'd love to be optimistic and tell myself this is life's lession
test of enduring disappointments but all within a day?
but maybe im losing control. maybe..
hmm no, i refuse to give in to these lousy feelings!

many many thoughts whirled in my mind as i sat there for 2 hours
and i finally gain enlightenment on what to do for some of these things
i'd like to believe that i now know what to do better. =)
some problems are not a problem at all.
whereas some problems are lessons in disguise

i'll think on the bright side, say for World Cup's case,
losing money (due to the various upsets) is a small price to pay
compared to the ability to restrain potential losses.
not too much also, at most 500 bucks. limited at max.
this passive learning will be good for future investments i make
yes money management skills when things are going bad.

other problems. sigh heartache, simply heartache.
England my fav team draw 0-0 with algeria
and xxxxxxx, and yyyyyyyy, and zzzzzzzzzzzzz
no mood to mention liao...
maybe i shud try Lawson's favoute quote

I FELT, MY HEARTACHE

Sebestian will change

for nobody knew him, just as he knew nobody

coyote not ugly

lyrics/song in mind: underneath the starlight starlight

3 Doors Opened

lyrics/song in mind: they disappeared now when im dreaming of your face..

Dunno

don't know what to do
don't know what to say

don't know what to say
don't know what to do

lyrics/song in mind (old sch =x):
every little thing i do, never seems enough for you

and

no more, back and forth, i don't wanna hear about it no more