2 Weeks of Long rest

last weekend was great
ok i admit the movie Get Smart was a good choice
nice nerdy slapstick humor from Max
yeah hope next week we get to watch Zohan~

anyways I have an feelin that slowly by slowly
I’ll get ‘disorientated’ from my current clique/grp as I start to work
Not feeling emo or what. It’s a fact in life..
Told Mike about what I thot.
And dun think anyone else knows/care to know..

Next week shud be busier -> not slacking
For the whole fking 2 weeks ive slacked
There are times when I wake up in evening and slp in the morning
I think thats fking no life. Hate it sia.
although these are the times where ive more than 7 hrs of undisturbed rest =/

tml shall update my resume, pay bills (YES I pay my Own -_-)
wash my office attires, polish my black shoes if needed,
what else what else? Cant think of much now
oh yah & buy some nice food which ive not eaten for a long time – Sushi~

2 weeks of long rest shud be behind me now as I begin this week
But for now time for a short rest =)

Memories

Was clring up my drawer, high time i should le..

omg so much junks -> at least they are to me now...
Memories are good to keep only if they are worth to keep
so all the useless ones -> dump =D

Saw my sec 1-3 class photos.
all the cute boys and girls in the photo
some of them now the face TOTALLY changed
but heng i nvr changed mine haha

OH YEAH i also browsed thru my "Autograph Book"
1998 that was. Primary Six hahaha

i went to get a lot of classmates write

BOY i realised ppl like to gimme a lot of nicknames ><
was damn fun la. Wonder why i nvr do that for NSOTS..
yeah that office gave me good memories too.

after the auto bk was the pile of greeting cards from all my frens

ThEn it was no HP, no SMS, no Emails.

just simple seasons greeting cards ok..

yeah and i realise there were more from girls..

guys nvr really excell at such stuffs i suppose?

ok lah i got a few of them from guys too

so i guess im not-that-bad a fren la hor?

heh then saw what my close fren Zhi Hong from Pri 5 wrote of me:

simple but true =) Here Goes...

Warm-Hearted

Eager to Learn
Emotional

Hardworking
Old-fashion
Nice

Think then i was much more lively...
these memories conslidate the happy times i had
However i see the address on the cards...
10, Tua Kong Terrace. Singapore 455337
cant help but feel emo..

Argh shud get the 'unhappies' outta mind
well anyways so many years pass le ..
wonder hows everyone doing now?

maybe i shud start being "everybodys' fren" again
long have i lost touch with what im supposed to be.
in army i could feel the recovery road was 85-90% le

and now the civilian world now awaits me, ..

It will be just like what 9 Div is all about - FORGING AHEAD !

Dunno why the last few days

keep thinking of the song "Xiang Ting De Hua"

yeah about 2 yearsback then i watched the show Zui Gao Dian

LOVED THIS SONG whenever it played during the drama

Hoping to see the sequel to it but if i'm not wrong still dun have rite?
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(Verse 1) 石欣卉：慢慢把车窗摇下 你在转角处等她 难过像打翻的茶

晕开一整片对你的牵挂

(Verse 2) 王建復：这场爱不会开花 我清楚却割舍不下 明知你爱的是他

却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

(Chorus) 石欣卉：想听的话 你说给了她 我的快乐从此蒸发 如果痛是爱的代价

那伤心像沙该怎么画

(Chorus) 王建復：想听的话 得不到回答 我却还在独自装傻 雨打湿我的脸颊

好让你看不见 我眼角的变化

(Ending) **王建復：这场爱不会开花 我清楚却割舍不下 明知你爱的是他

你的笑始终舍不得擦

Sick again =(

wah v tired and down.
played soccer at Pasir Ris Park carpark C there
wah seh lot of ppl sia. all the uncles 0_0
too bad too many if not can jio match

played our hearts out
had dinner at pasta mania =0
talked cock for quite a while =)
wished we had more such gatherings =x

reached home tired, but i see the pile of clothes on the floor
--__________________- -"
not mine of cuz - my sisters! fug and she dun wash herself ><

in fact she dun wash anyclothes -_-

a girl who lives in her own world waiting to be fed..
Washing Machines SPOILT. so gotta handwash...
nvm i make it a point to wash bit by bit of the whole pile before i bathe everyday till clr
easily 4-5 dozens clothes piled up!

I CANT BELIEVE IM FUGGING WASHING CLOTHES FOR MY SISTER
my own also havent wash luhhhhhh
but this is sumthing i said i will correct.

"e fact i forego my gaming time, rest & relaxation time to wash, this is serious"
Really hope this effort can make her more zi dong

Anyways due to the dust involved and prolonged stay in the toilet,

my nose couldnt take it. Yes - Flu and runny nose - as usual

sian, sian, sian Took some Panadol Flu

feel tired. gonna rest soon.

Nighto~

Jon's Enlistment Date 120608

LOL Emo. todays Jonneh's doomsday.

YES - HIS NS ENLISTMENT DATE

Mike and Me went& witness this symbolic event~

morning, had breakfast at Mac
Sausage McMuffin w/ egg meal as usual =D
then see a lot of potential chao recruits loitering around
most of them with family & frens
yea that was Me 2 years ago

took the shuttle to SFT, took the familiar penguin ferry
OMG now the "welcome" tentage at SFT sux
ours 2 years ago was a grand tentage with displays
However, all was but a facade. we all already knew -_-

taking the ferry was emotional. LoL the poster still there!
'Its not what u leave behind, Its what you gain in e days ahead'
its a worthy quote in my humble opinion
& i certainly gained many many things from Army

after the "sightseeing trip & opening address, the Symbolic Oath-taking ceremony!!
the LTC exclaimed : "all enlistees...pls stand up and repeat after me"
i flashbacked to 2 years ago. yah same loh!

was in the middle hotseat then...

now? ORD LOH. this time I SAT BACK and RELAXED
see the recruits endin the sumpah(pledge) .. "WITH MY LIFE"
then the National Anthem -yeah i've not sang it for quite some time
and i sang it quite proudly today. if i were in my Smart 4 sure salute. Garang~

OH YAHS JONNEHS IS NINJA COY Kage-Ninja-No-Jutsu~
come out sure skinny lyke fug, hes gonna get slaughtered by the training there!

Wish him all the best! He will go thru it, just like what all of us already did =)

06/06/08 (Part 2)

BOY this was a GREAT NIGHT
went Double O as there was an event coming up
some 'hip-hop" competition thingy
end up it was 3 dances but was quite boring
cuz so many fking ppl we cant even see!

that was the only blemish in an otherwise great night
GOT MANY PPL CAME
zhiqiang, xiaosheng, viknesh, mirza, hadi, faizal, brendan, nazeem
royston, capri, jori, zengyi, richard, lihong, kartikan,
erm erm who else did i miss.?
anyway it was already 10-odd ppl liao
fking high~

after the compy thing finish the dance floor open,
Brothers thumbs up for that wild night. High Five~!
*NOTE: we arent really wild -.-, but we really enjoyed
dancing wise i believe we were amongst the 'high-est' grp liao
tats what other ppl remarked hor - not we anyhow say de
and we all were basically at the platform area...we set the tempo =)
and thats what clubbings for - u enjoy!

ppl always go wif the perception - go club chiong means bua ppl
its true to an extent but i still think..
*knn wrong la, stupid thinking =/
to bua ppl, if i want, sure can de.
i don't club so often, bt each time i club i fking make sure i enjoy myself,
cuz i know what i want.
to be bua-ed by a chiobu is an added incentive tho. =x

yeah think a lot of my frens will agree that
"sebes is not really like himself tonite"
cuz hes dancing so actively n clubbing?!
cuz dun suit his image -hes guai guai type de
cuz he's very quiet one. and he freaking so outgoing now 0_0?
BUT u can bet they will be fking happy cuz i enjoyed myself.
if i enjoy u enjoy he enjoy everyone will enjoy.
My fren will sure agree n say "that shud be the way"

its just like Kung Fu panda la - u see the freaking dragon scroll
u see urself, u be urself and as long as u enjoy,
(without being a pain or bringing harm to others)
that will be sufficient. cuz the others also want to enjoy.
if u go there and be a stiffy (audition terms)
u might as well go home sua

thats why apart from "dancing"
we jump around like monkeys,
we point the hip hop style,
we high-fived each other
we "tut tut train" like how we played "london bridge"
we try to bring others in but thats dependant (and selective)
and a lot of crazy things we do..

omfg end up after the nite,
my buddy Zeng Yi got to know this girl
he fking danced her up, french kissed her, exchanged numbers
and this happens when he was so high hes so dead hes so drunk
we ALL wanted to stop him. but GG already..
LOL

XiaoSheng also got go know a lady in white
quite hot (for him) and after all the hurrah
he managed to get her contact at a bakkutteh shop
aiseh Xiao Gao ganbatte nehs~

alright, overall the night was great.
many of them (whom clubs more) also agreed
cuz of the persona involved.
cuz of us larger-than-life characters from G8
kudos to u all for this great night. Arigatou~

06/06/08

ORD LOH~!

OMFG i cant believe it. today my ORD day. morning i woke up late!

was thinking "siao liao may miss soccer"

then i thot " FKING IM ORD-ING TODAY who cares if im late?" *evils

end up i go there the soccer pitch's EMPTY

nb they all go AHM training PT run.

went to office to finish up my ORD Mail
BOY IT WAS DAMN LONG
but the wellwishes to each & everyone was heartfelt
so, surely is long de haha

Wanna Say BIG THANK YOU to all you guys in NSOTS/G8 Br.
Life was never boring without you all~

ORD Mail Settled ,
around 3 pm went to PA section to collect IC
OH YES THE COS - Certificate of Service.
and the testimonials & milestones reached
AND
AND
MY PINK IC RIGHT in front of the cover of the folder
(only 3SG & above entitled to the folder btw)
they freaking biased towards the "men" (CPL & below) loh
Collect IC liao, ORD Mails sent liao
handover done liao
i hope i can finally rest in peace le~

LOL anyway the way out of camp was damn funny
as usual the gate IC (Guard 2) will ask for 11b on our way out
i hold the COS folder like half hugging it...
then slowly let down the folder
he see the PINK IC on top
he jitao eyes glow wide wide
as i walked past him i exclaimed "ORD LOH" quite softly
he was like "cb..", sian1/2-look on his face
Hahaha

Thats the end for office hours
the next blog will be on our nightsout after office hours~

Last Working Day in my Smart 4 !!!

omfg. its near its near.

today went thru my last working day in office

and it literally meant "working" day

I can't believe i'm still doing work on my last working day!
then again, this attitiude characterizes me quite well
im quite a workaholic
today do my last 2 profile summary and NR for Jori
done swee swee im proud of it ^^

ya and as i collected my printouts i see Richard surfing net silently
really is like "yu shi ge jue" liao
then after that i started my ORD e-mail
BOY ITS DAMN LONG
siao liao i still havent complete it

Anyways plan to go office EARLY in the morning to finish up
then can play soccer and then collect IC le

quite an important day in my life seh
2 years after the fking "sumpah" at Tekong Resort
here i will be a free man
okok details of emotions to be left for tml la

getting late liao
i better slp
nites~

Midweek le~

Aiseh, another day nearer to my ORD day.
Todays considered quite relaxed day.

Morning leave, then relax relax mode go back camp.
lol think my RP frens see me walk in and out so "eng eng cheng cheng"
they sure sian more. but i cant help it. its 2 days~

reach cookhouse i ate my last western food meal as an NSF there.
and it was nice~ (just for me rite? hehe)

oh yeah, heard the guys gonna play soccer tml~
SHIOK. i can never be excused from soccer =D
then fryday they wanna go Double O
heard frm them theres a Hip-Hop competition/event tat nite
ON ah, will be a noisy night as well as my ORD celebration. hehe

Jess mentioned my blog quite plain.. yeah gotta customise a bit more.
wait fryday. i'll be a free man to do the things freely.
i plan on a resting week of 1 week. not too much la hor?
after which i'll be searching high and low for a job.
sumthing related to quality engineering and/or data management.
got highlight a few le. just need to update my resume =)
oh yah, which reminds me - tml must get a good testimonial frm my bosses

rites, long day ahead tml.
time for me to rest~
nighto!

BLOOD TEST~!

Tuesday was so damn tired i slept soon after i reached home.
Maybe its the Medical FFI, troublesome u know...
And MUST TAKE BLOOD TEST. and knn really..
the bloody medics machiam like fooling around...
before our turns they were drawing blood for fun.
YES right in front of us.

I had a good mind to fuck them hard if the medic fooled around during my turn
(After all im a 3SG and they are corporal or below wahahaha)
Thank Goodness all the 3 Sir apprentice medics had left (call them jokers)
so left the pro medic to draw blood sample.

LOL i can remember how Mirza looked when he took the thing.
NO infact he nvr dared looked. but overall for him was quite fast
My turn came, the medic poked the needle into my thicker vein
(funny leh shud poke the "usual place")
then he said " i try this place instead"

TRY? i was like.... "NNB u try? " but its too late.. the needle was inside
i just had to play along loh. for one part i even acted a "steam-ed" face O_O like this,
of cuz its just act. but Mirza and Viknesh they also stunned to see me so unaffected.

NOW THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT
THE BLOODY NEEDLE WAS THERE IN MY VEIN FOR FREAKING LONG
more than 2 minutes no least, to draw the blood, cuz the vein sorta "displaced"
therefore bo blood flow.

Towards the end of the drawing blood even got blood keep flowing out.
i pressed quite long then no more flowing out.
steam, freeking needle inside so long made my arms feel numb.

Coming to think of it ... how i wished Lawson was there to see me. ROFL
he sure tio owned~!

monday blues ? nope

Oh Oh its Monday~ strangely theres no monday blues...

what could be better than waking up late?

& slowing going to office after a morning half day off?

Reach office everyone gave me the "Eh Sebes, i thot u took leave?" kinda look.

DOTS of cuz i want whole day leave la... but its always work.

craps i cant believe in my last week of NS life im still doing work

& on tuesday im even going down for a last meeting.. ><

but ok la tml out of camp at ALTC, meeting a while,

walk walk intro my undersstudy where to go what to do,

expect around 2pm siew kang.

If all goes well i shud be back home around 4+ pm ^^v

Reaching end of today le

i remember the guys at office all going for the Singapore vs Uzbekistan.

LOL my sis v cute... in sms remark "singapore vs the country name very long one"

G_G its UZBEKISTAN la.

anyways ive gotta say sorry for the way i answer Capri when he ask me why i nvr go

i told him a straight "i dun feel like going".

can see his face sian 1/2.

BUT REALLY LA, i exxpect Singapore to get thrashed.

i think they really tio thrash. man i shud be a soccer pundit la.

Being patriotic is one thing, doing the Kallang wave with so much enthu & watching them lose badly is another...

Hmm hmm, dun expect Capri to be reading my blog anyway.
But then again, sumtimes u never know.
Sometimes just out of the blue,
my frens will just suddenly remark "sebas ur msn nicks recently v emo -_- , etc"
or make a remark on a particular MSN nick i had,
like .. "hey there nice poetic rhyme",etc.
It comes as quite surprising to me!

The way i am, i always thot ppl wun pay much attention to me also,
in some way its true, but as ive mentioned - u'll nvr know.

Hence the "2-5 sec stun" when i actually hear that.
My thinking was always - Aiya they will be just caught up in their own world,
doing their own things talking to ppl they wanna talk/chat with
(usually ppl they rather talk to and their own "cliques").
where got space for me? boy so wrong am i ...

this, fills me with the warmth of frenship.

JUNE~

OMFG ITS JUNE~ 2nd of June to be exact,
FOUR WORKING DAYS excluding ORD off (if any).

Warrior Tang i know u Div SM but dun busy until forget to come back office ma?!
anyway i also not so "geh gao" that 1 day off... =/

But if i can get ahs, i will get it and give to Hadios my zai mob clerk.

he deserves just that bit more la seriously.

kena so many guard duties & help ppl do summore,

OH YA which reminds me i forgot to buy PT shoes for him wif my remaining E-Mart credits.

Alright nehs~ Time to go for Half Day work~ lolx